I have been misunderstood for so long that I am terrified of it. That fear causes me to second guess every minor detail of any social interaction. [Read more…]
Efficiency and Perfection Part 2: Procrastination and Change
Procrastination is a different deal with me than with other people, but it is just as toxic.
‘I can’t clean up those papers yet because I am not going upstairs anyway right now.’ [Read more…]
Efficiency and Perfection OCD – Part 1
There is a long list of wonky quirks about me, and I intend to write about all of them as truthfully as I can. [Read more…]
Laugh with me on this journey
I have a thing that makes me a bit whacky sometimes, and also unusually anxious about stuff that doesn’t usually bother most people. [Read more…]
The Bag of Shit Theory
Let’s say you’re walking around all alone with nothing and you find a nice-looking bag on the side of the road.
You pick it up, and it seems like a really nice bag, so you hang onto it for a while. [Read more…]
Overthinking …
I don’t know how to be anything but intense
Close your eyes, drop into your heart space, focus on your breath and heart center, breathe in for 6 and out for 6 … [Read more…]
This year has taught me many things …
This year has taught me:
How to mend my own heart,
How to accept painful realizations with grace, [Read more…]
Exposing my inner child
Through counseling I am learning more about myself and the deep seated reasons behind my difficulties in communicating how I feel. [Read more…]
